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yo [01 May 2003|08:22pm]
[ mood | in pain ]

i made another icon..this ones for stacey..cos i felt bad for not makin her an icon

hope you like it..and if you want it then just go to my pictures and save as and all that crap

faithfully
sappy

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yo [01 May 2003|07:44pm]
my mouth STILL hurts goddammit..i hate braces..i hate my orthodontist..anywayz...during my very active day today (not) i made little laura an icon since i think hers looks very pathetic...i would've made one for stacey too..but i dunno what she woulda wanted on it.

well anywayz laura..if you want your little icon then just take it from where i've got my pictures..if not..then leave it!

faithfully
sappy
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Friends only [29 Apr 2003|06:30pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

yep i've decided this journal is now a friends only journal...that way certain people i don't actually even like read my journal and form an opinion about me. Believe me, my journal is not my life, and i don't write everything about myself in here. I've had enough of people passing judgement and reading other peoples journals because they don't have a code. So thanks, but read someone elses journal

sappy

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grr [29 Apr 2003|01:44pm]
haha livejournal sucks i've found a better and newer journal site!!! it is very nice.

faithfully
sappy
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[24 Apr 2003|10:08pm]
[ mood | confused ]

i feel so unloved :( i hate this , i just hate it, i've never felt so unsure of myself in the whole of my teenagerumhood. i dunno who to be, i don't know what my opinions are, i don't know if i have any. i DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! arr..its annoying hmm...vans...chucks...flares...ripped jeans...band hoodies..girly hoodies...punk rock...rnb....hmm...

anywayz that goddamn cat has been here now for nearly 4 weeks. Me and my mum now hate him, hes an arrogant little bastard. He doesnt let people pet him, he won't eat the cat food we got him cos its not good enough...it doesnt matter its 40p a bloody pouch. He just sits on my bed and gets cat hair all over my stuff, its really shit. i hate that cat, i swear it gives me the evils, it just stinks. My mum said that if he goes out for a shit or piss or whatever, don't encourage him back in, so hopefully he'll go somewhere else.

hmm vans...chucks...

faithfully
sappy

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[24 Apr 2003|07:03pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

hey! guess what, sappy's depressed again. i saw ali, dani wasnt there for some unknown reason..and shes so full of herself. i didnt realise how bad it was..she made me doubt my own self...i started to feel ugly and felt like my clothes and everything about me wasnt good enough. I still feel like that, i dont know whether to ditch the chucks now and go for vans...or started wearing more girly trousers now..should i stop wearing hoodies. i dunno, where do i go from here. i don't even know what i want, so how can i decide. i know my dad would let me have absolutely anything, but i don't know what to do, i feel so empty and unsure, i hate being a teenager.

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arr.. [23 Apr 2003|10:31pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

benj

wow this guy is great and ALIVE!! ALIVE GOODAMMIT (lol joke..good charlotte..god..good..ok never mind)



Benji wears chucks!! yay!

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i sigh with my little eye [23 Apr 2003|10:03pm]
[ mood | listless ]

hey so yeah i can't go to v2003 anymore which sucks...well i dunno if i was ever really gonna go but yeah. Well i can go but well i gotta go with an "adult". My mum don't want me going on my own since i'n "only" 14. arr....anywayz that don't matter...i'd rather go see good charlotte anywayz...rather than be at a festival with loads of bands so err yeah.

well i saw my old buddies today. man that was fun..i'm seeing them tomorrow too ...and i get to see my old lesbian buddy after hmm eight long months of being apart. i tried to do some stuff to my chucks today..i tried colouring in my shoelaces and only got pen all over my hands..i also checkered the sides which looks pretty cool but now its fading. Um..o and i tried to give the white tip of my chucks a checkered effect but well..guess how far that got me? hmm..the pen kinda got smudged and now it looks weird but oh well..my dad won't get me another pair of those goddamn shoes. i'm addicted to them...and at the moment i'm in a high top kinda mood rather than a low top kinda mood. well thats it.

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sappy

marry me benji..or ca$hdogg...i don't mind who

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YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY [21 Apr 2003|11:50pm]
[ mood | tired ]

yo people..my mum says i can go to v2003..yay! foo fighters, feeder, coldplay, red hot chili peppers and more...oo the possibilities..i'm tired now, cya people

faithfully
sappy

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I'm verse chorus verse aka sappy! YAY how creepy is that? [20 Apr 2003|07:43pm]
[ mood | amused ]





I am very antisocial and sardonic. I like to mock everyone's ideals (including my own). I only put on this facade of toughness in order to shelter my insecurities. Those who do happen get to know the real me find that I am very complex and somewhat dark, but I do have the unusual ability to see things from many perspectives. My favourite hobby is brooding over anything and everything...



Which Nirvana song are you?


this quiz was made by Christine
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i have a new love... [19 Apr 2003|10:45pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

i think i'm in love with benji madden from good charlotte.

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wow i almost forgot [19 Apr 2003|09:38pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Awhile ago, me and my mum were in tesco, and we got our shopping and went up to the till like normal and there was this woman serving us who seemed really really strange. She didnt do anything wrong..she just seemed a bit TOO polite and a bit TOO cheerful. I suppose she was just a little eccentric. It kinda made you feel awkward tho, a little uncomfortable..because society is so messed up that people can take friendliness, because they just cant take or deal with it. She's loud and well just eccentric. Maybe it's a good way to be. I can imagine she might not have been the best in school, maybe a little ditzy..thats probably unfair but thats the impression i get. So is it better to be dumb and unaware of shit? Or is it better to be a little more intelligent and aware of all the shit so that sometimes it gets you down? hmm...tough one that.

Well today we went in tesco again and there was this woman in a rabbits costume...a white rabbits costume with big floppy ears, big ol' paw things and a pink belly and crap like that.. guess who was inside the costume...? our little eccentric friend! It was funny seeing her. i begged my mum to go to that checkout even tho usually my mum avoids her till. She was as usual very cheerful, acting as if she had known us all her life...even tim who could talk to a tree felt uncomfortable and speechless around her. People you gotta see her, shes unbelievable...if you live in colchester go to the tesco at highwoods...just for the eccentric welcoming experience!

wow people are funny and predictable

faithfully
sappy

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yo [19 Apr 2003|09:32pm]
[ mood | impressed ]

hey, i got a new cd today..yay!! its really cool. i got it off the internet off this site where all the cds are £8.99 and the delivery is free! i know they are safe and everything cos i've got loads of cds off the site, and they've arrived safely and everything! The cd i got was Good Charlotte which is kinda weird for me since i couldnt really picture myself buying a punk rock cd (even though many would argue they arent punk rock). I'm more into depressing rock but well, i love this cd its really refreshing..its nice listening to something a little more uplifting. My mum got a new cd as well, she got Christina Aguilera's stripped album. She seems to really like Christina at the moment. I think its cos she feels sorry for her...we watched this documentary thing about her and she seemed to have had a really hard childhood, with kids being nasty to her and all. My mum loved the Beautiful song anyway, so she figured she'd get it. Its ok i guess...a little erm..well different to my tastes i guess.

faithfully
sappy

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OMG!!! I WANT THESE TRAINERS SO BAD IT HURTS!!! [19 Apr 2003|11:18am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

If you have any real taste at all, then you'll love these trainers...i need them...i have to have them...i will have them.

These trainers are to die for!

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I CANNOT STAND IT! [16 Apr 2003|10:01pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Theres this girl at school who i just cannot stand now, she drives absolutely up the fucking wall. I wear beads, now she does...i love nirvana now she likes nirvana...i get a laptop...she gets a laptop. I dont know what to do, shes copying everything i do, and then acting as if she has known about these things for ages, she acts as if she was the first to know about these things. I also wear nirvana hoodies, and converse trainers...she seems to be getting interested in both now! What the fuck do i do? She drives me so mental. I cant have a go, because well really, if you think about it...she isnt doing anything wrong!

I used to be friends with her but i couldnt stand her after awhile. She was really nasty about my old friends and she just didnt seem to respect me. She was also a little racist, i just couldnt stand that, it was the last straw really. I've just looked at my hands, i'm coming out in hives, its unbelievable what this single person can do to me. I dont know what to do, i just really dont know what to do.

faithfully
sappy

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HA! [15 Apr 2003|02:07pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

This is more like it

You are Unplugged in New York. You have a deep personality and always look for a hidden message.  Sometimes you can be a bit suicidal.
You are Unplugged in New York. You have a deep
personality and always look for a hidden
message. Sometimes you can be a bit suicidal.


Which Nirvana Album Are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

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WTF! [15 Apr 2003|02:00pm]
[ mood | confused ]

This is a joke, i do a bloody quiz and these are my results

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you're smells like teen spirit!


What Nirvana Video Are You?
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Me! Preppy! Fuckin JOKE!

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yay [14 Apr 2003|06:11pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]

yay i went to bury to see my old friends. It was really cool, one of my friends was loaded for some reason and had about £60 so she bought tickets for us to see Johnny English. It was so fucking crap, it was sposed to be a spy spin off thing, but it was full of juvenile humour that only Amber would like! Me and my mate dani just sat there throwing wine gums and putting fruit pastilles down some boys hoodies. Anyway...i found a shop that has some really really really really really really cool posters in it. There are about 4 different nirvana/kurt cobain posters in there in Bury fucking St fucking edmunds!! Bury's really small but they have some of the best shops. In Colchester i have only ever seen one Kurt Cobain poster...anywayz..they had a Kurt poster in stock so i bought it..yay, another picture to add to the collection...hmm..what else happened...i spose that was it really, but i had a good time..looking forward to seeing them on the 24th! O hang on...there is more! I bought one of those bead necklace things with the letters and shit. It was probably a stupid thing to get but i think its pretty cool. I bought it and then realised some of the fucking letters didnt fit on the string! So we tried to take it back but noooooo they dont do refunds.. so we exchanged them for other beads...but they didnt fit either! So in the end i bought a different string thing. I also saw someone i used to live near. We used to be really good mates, and i kinda fancied him a bit as well, but then he got nasty and well..our friendship went downhill. If i'm being honest, i still fancy him a little bit but o well..maybe soon i'll get to see him everyday again...

anywayz..he was with his mum, apparently hes a bit of a loner at school, but that doesnt bother me..he could hang around with my little gang! well..hmm..anywayz, thats it, a fun filled afternoon as you can tell...

faithfully
sappy

p.s i stole another ticket price thing from woolworths to add to my weird and wonderful collection of shit

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well... [13 Apr 2003|08:43pm]
[ mood | amused ]

well hello, i havent written an entry for today, least i dont think i have so i thought i should. Hmm..yeah i have to get up at 6 am tomorrow, cos i've got an orthodontist appointment and my stepdad's working so he cant take us to Bury where i have it, so we have to get the train there, we being me and my mum. Phew..that was a long sentence. My mum thinks i have an unhealthy obsession with Nirvana. I think she thinks i'm gonna commit suicide or something..yeah like that would happen. She thinks its unwise to be obsessed with a man like Kurt Cobain. Well thats just darn silly...

hmm..it would be kinda hard to put right my obsession seeing as i have 13 pictures of him on my wall, three kurt cobain patches and 4 nirvana badges on my bag, all the nirvana cds, nirvana usernames on loads of sites, a nirvana hoodie and t-shirt and...hmm...what else...o yeah, 3 magazines about nirvana and the kurt cobain journals...o yeah, and i think all or nearly all of my pictures on live journal are to do with nirvana or kurt cobain. I dont think i sound obsessed. What is my mother on?

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[12 Apr 2003|11:06pm]
[ mood | weird ]

I cant explain just why, we lost it from the start..living without you girl, you only break my heart

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